Nope, Nope, Nopedy nope,

I almost got stuck again today people, thankfully the Lord stooped me. Let me set the scene and maybe you can relate to this. Senor year of highschool, doing the same thing over and over again, for me it was church, Spanish class, youth group, babysit and fire-up. My life in a net shell. It was repetitive. After a few weeks the newness and excitement wares off and I was just going through the motions. Sometimes I felt like I was a robot just programed to do moves and go here and go there. I was stuck in a rut. Yes every once and a while I would get excited about something new, like spring break or retreat or craft day or chuck-e-cheese!!!!! But it would never fail to always go right back to where it started, repetitive. But one day it stopped and there was more to life, infact A LOT more to life. I graduated and would never have to do some of that stuff again, and suddenly I was wondering why I let my self get so stuck.

Can anyone other then me relate to that? I mean people are like zombies sometimes, just walking around looking straight a head. I was caught yesterday doing that, and I have only done this for four, almost five weeks. I was stuck, just going to class, just doing drama, just doing uturn, and yes, just doing daily clean. But my heart was not there, I wasn't looking for what God was going to teach me and tell me. What if instead of just having to do the same thing over and over and over again, we GOT to make the most of the time we have and look forward to what new and exciting things that God is going to do today!!! I think if we would just be able to stop looking straight ahead we might be able to catch his little wonders in everything we do. I only have on year to be a MC student, this is it and I don't want to wonder at the end of the year why I spent so much time just doing and not truly enjoying.

Yes my phone still hates me and yes it is warmer in MI today then here and yes I didn't sleep very well because I couldn't stop coughing and yes we are missing half our carpool this week and yes I still have to fill out a time log, but God is still speaking to me. I still get to spend everyday seeking after His face and I still get to be lost in His love and yes, always and forever will I still be taken care of by the one who calls me his favorite. I STILL am truly loved by Father and many others.

So if you ever see me walking around like a zombie again, stuck in a rut, just hit me over the head or write me a note or talk to me or give me club or something so I know I am stuck. Try climbing out of your rut today and see what you find in the light, it just might change your life!!!!

In my daddy's love...

Friday was what we call the encounter. We did lots of worshiping and soaking in the love of God. We also did lots of healing ministry, the Lord healed me of some deep inner wounds that day. But while I was soaking at one point the Lord gave me this picture that I want to try to share with you. It was the most beautiful picture I have ever seen and still today I can see it as plain as when he gave it to me. There is no way I could use words to describe this picture, no paint or artist could put it on paper, only my father who gave it to me.

I saw a little girl who had a pretty dress on and she was swinging and she was laughing and giggling but no one else was with her. Then I saw God looking down at her and laughing and giggling right alone with her. It was as if nothing in the world mattered, she was just enjoying her Father and he was enjoying her. She has the best dad in the world and she knows it without any doubt that her daddy is in love with her. She is accepted by him and knows he will never let her go.

As if that was not beautiful enough to me, he then said to me "This is you Hannah". Wow was all I could think and just let myself be loved by Him. I know my daddy love me!!!!!

Prophetic art

Something we do in MCs a lot is prophetic painting. We ask God to show us a picture and we paint it or draw it. One day this week after lunch we all went outside and asked God to give the class a painting. This is what he gave us:
Basically its our journey this year. Having a broken heart as hard as stone and climbing our way to God's heart which is his carriage. The stars are us pulling his heart to others and furthering his kingdom. The sunset represents the sunsetting on who we were before and the change that is coming this year.